
Life is doing good for now. Love, there were ups and downs. But I am, we are still standing strong together.
Keep that aside, things are fabulous for us.
Anyways, I be ending my school life in less than two freaking weeks. Just the thought of it, scares me. How?
I dont know where to head to after graduation. Let time decide all that, I guess. :)
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Di dirimu aku menemukan
Yang mencintaiku
Yang menyayangiku
Di dirimu aku ketakutan
Kau biarkanku
Kau tinggalkanku
Bila kamu tak lagi denganku
Ku tak tahu apa ‘tuk jalani hidupku
Bila memang kau pergi dariku
Ku tak ada lagi di dunia ini
Mengertikah kau siang malamku
Dan tangis tawaku
Kau semua hidupku
Pandang aku pandanglah hatiku
Aku tak mampu melangkah tanpamu
Bukan ku tak punya harga diri
Tapi dirimu begitu berarti
Kaulah nafasku engkau harga diriku
Mengerti aku….
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Tears roll when I listened to this song. And I know how much I hurt my Boyf.
No worries, he never hurt me as much as I hurt him. Everytime we wanted to walk out from each other lives, a minute later, we realised, everytime we talk, walk, every gesture of us remind us of each other.
These six months made a permenant change to my life. Without knowing, its already hal of the year knowing and being with him.
I learnt alot from him, and he showed me real love. Fuck to my other relationships, nothing beats this affair of ours.
He bleed, cried, hurt himself cause of me. Which Boyf dare do that?
Hidayat Al-Nurri, the lyrics above is especially for you. I am nothing without you. Cause now, whenever Im out, people will ask, " Yat mane?"
You are already a part of me. And forever it will be. :)
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As of tonight, Boyf will take leave to especially celebrate, go out with Sara Baby to celebrate her belated birthday. Update soon :)






















